Concrete Walls

this is where I will put all the words I wish I could say, things I've done, my thoughts, and other things about my life. I will eventually make a book about my life, and I will call it Concrete Walls.

1 month ago · 0 notes · reblog

I’m no better at harming myself than I am living….

And I had gone three months without doing this…. I’m ashamed of myself…

1 month ago · 127 notes · reblog

Oh god. I want food so bad right now…. I haven’t eaten in a few days.. but I like that I haven’t… I’m losing weight and I’m not pigging out. I think that’s why I like living with my bf… we don’t really stock up on food, so there’s nothing here to munch on… unlike my moms where I gain 30 pounds in a week eating all the junk food there… I just need to learn control I guess… but still I’ve never really been without food to eat so this whole not eating thing is new. I dunno… Blah… Sorry for the rant.